A tie to end all ties.

So recently, I lent a friend of a friend (oh don't get me wrong here, I knew her, but she's more a friend of a friend than a friend) my tie. It was a silver tie, one I recieved for being a groomsman. I love this tie, so to my dismay when I found out I got two stains on it, I was horrified. Luckily, they washed out and weren't noticeable at ALL, so I went on my merry way wearing the tie to functions and sort. It looked really good when paired with a black shirt.

So anyway, she comes in asking my roommate if he has a silver or white tie, and I said I did after Milap said he did not. I told her I had gotten two stains on it before and they're barely noticeable, she said it wouldn't be a problem and it wasn't going to be for that much professional use.

I came back home that weekend to find the tie on the chair and with 4 black stains on it. Needless to say I was pissed off that there were stains on it, and when I told my friends about it, they talked to her and she said that those were there already according to me. What a bitch! I said two unnoticeable stains, and these are CLEARLY noticeable. So anyway I went to sleep earlier as to avoid obsessing and raving about it, and will confront her to go get it cleaned. It's not so much the cleaning that's bothering me, but it's the fact that this is the 2nd time she's done this. And I've only lent things to her twice. If there ever was a situation where a second chance shouldn't have applied, this was it.

But, I got so worked up on it, it seriously leaves me thinking I have OCP, not OCD mind you. OCP is a form of a Personality Disorder where the person affected with it has tendencies of OCD but do not have full blown OCD. Now when I get obsessive about things, it gets really really out of hand, it consumes my every thought. That's why it's impossible for me to get work done sometimes since all I can think about is that one thing that's on mind. But at the same time, I don't get obsessed about everything.

So am I going to be friendly with this girl anymore? Maybe so, perhaps not. I'll say hello once in awhile, but don't expect me to be friendly and invite her into the room or make her feel welcome at all. Probably not the best idea to do, but definitely something I'm going to end up doing for a week or so.

I really wish I wouldn't feel this way every time I got angry, but I just get so worked up and stuck on it, that it bothers the hell out of me.